RE: Friends

Thank you for being there for me, no matter what's been going on in my life. You mean the world to me. I wouldn't be who I am without you. I wouldn't be here. My friends are everything to me. I don't know what I have done to deserve such amazing and beautiful people in my life, but I have you. I will forever be thankful to everything you've brought into my life. 

Friends are what make life beautiful. I look back on my life and think that it's a gorgeous painting my life has become because of all the different colours that you've all brought into it. My life would be very bland without the craziness and love and patience that all of you have given me. 

I consider my friends part of my family. I am your sister. You're all my brothers and sisters. I love you as much as anyone who's related to me. You don't judge me, you love me unconditionally, you are patient with me, you give me advice. Only the truest friends would do that. You are my truest of true friends.

Thank you again for everything that you've done for me and given me. All the beautiful memories I have are ones that you're in. My most beautiful and cherished memories are ones that we've been crazy and truly ourselves. I love you all for it. Without you, I don't think I would be the me that I am today. Without the memories we share, I wouldn't have something to look back on and smile. 

I love you all with all of my heart.

RE: Haters (Pt. 1)

I'm not looking to making you happy. I am who I am. I'm not changing me because you don't like it. Quite frankly, I'm really happy with what's going in my life, with who's in my life. 

Do you want to know what I think of all of you? I think there are two options.

The first is that you're jealous of my life. Again, I am very happy with where I am in life. I have great friends, I'm on the up and up, I keep my head up with a smile. And somewhere in there is something that you don't have. Whether it's the confidence that I carry myself with or the kick ass friends I have or the generally great life that I have, you're jealous of something that I have that you don't. There's a little secret in there that I won't give to you because I know that you'll walk all over me after. That, and I am kind of enjoying seeing you squirm, wondering exactly what it is that is making me laugh at your jealousy.

The second option is that I gave you something and gave it to you and gave it to you, but you kept walking all over me. I finally got sick and tired of it and dumped you as a friend. And that's why you hate me. Are you missing what I gave you? Was it the patience that I had, putting up with your bullshit? Was it giving you the time of day that I shouldn't have given you? You know, the attention that you didn't deserve.
Yeah, well, "haters gonna hate". And I don't have time for that. 

So, for all of you jealous idiots out there, have a fantastic life. Keep spreading your lies and bull around for people to see and smell. Because it'll just show them how much of a better person I am by not reacting to it or stooping down to that level. And it'll just make me famous.

Hugs and kisses. Have a great life. :) Thanks.